Backstory

Even though I will not disclose my name, age or whereabouts, I will discuss my physical features. I am a 5’8″, I have hazel eyes, kind of long bronze colored hair as my hair has some blonde and brown tints, as well as red. I am very pale, but I get very flushed easily, so I have warm toned ivory skin. I am not a petite girl, I am more of a german build, broad shoulders, I guess sort of masculine, but technically as most people call me “curvy” or “thick”. don’t get me wrong I know it is meant to be a compliment; however, I can’t but help but think of it as negatively. Due to my large frame and am spotted and sized up by many coaches even though I am only 5’8″, I have played volleyball and softball, and done shotput and discus, but I am taking a break. Last year in December, I tore my acl and pcl in my left knee, and my knee has never been the same. It was a very painful and upsetting time for me, I never got physical therapy so I mainly tried to heal it on my own, which isn’t easy but definitely possible. Now it’s been a couple of months but I’m terrified to go back, I am afraid of embarrassment and that I will horribly fail at it. The thing is it happened when I was getting good at softball, I had started learning how to play in October of last year, and right before the accident the coaches told me if I kept doing well I would make varisty, my first year. So you could understand me being frustrated. Then I moved states. which only complicated the situation more. I’ll discuss that more next time. please refer your friends to my blog I would appreciate it. Thanks for reading.

First blog post

As you can tell by the title this is my very first blog post. Now I’m not sure if this blog will ever be read or if I’ll even consistently update it. I guess whatever happens will happen. As if you have never heard that before, anyways my point of starting this was just that I have some free time on my hands and I would like to tell the world my story, even if it may seem very boring, I believe I may make some good points and would like the world to know. I will not release my age nor my name. None of my personal information will be released as I would like to remain private. But I will be discussing some more physical traits as necessary. I would this blog to perhaps become more known but I highly doubt it will happen.¬†And if it does by some miracle I will answer any questions you may have and will be open to any ideas for topics to talk about. Anyways, I will post later tonight as I have prior engagements. Bye!